21st
Although it’s only echoes of Your reflections that I’ve caught glimpses of, there’s something about You that seems all so familiar to me - it’s like You’ve been my forever best friend whom I’ve always known. I feel my heart flutter like butterflies in my stomach when I think of You, and I want to leap for joy whenever I hear reflections of Your voice echoing throughout my surrounding. Dearly beloved lover of my soul, it’s You that I want and want to be with - how much I miss You so!
There are moments when my heart aches for You when You’re on my mind, and my mind agonizes when I realize I’m not with You the way I long to be - even when You’re ever so near to me. It’s those moments when I don’t think I can take it anymore, and I long for, no, yearn for You to take me from the here and now and bring me into Your naked presence. It’s moments like now when I want to be selfish and just want to behold only You and worship You with all that I am and all I have.
My Lord, how much longer will You keep me waiting to be with You the way that my soul yearns? Master, how much more do You want me to bear before You call out to come hither to be with You? Do You think that the Father might consider granting me the deepest desire that I longingly yearn for if He sees that I may not be able to endure much more much longer?
